Saturday, May 19, 2007

I'm bored

Yeah I'm pretty bored sitting here. I don't know why I'm not watching Doctor Who right now, I have Daleks in Manhattan ready to watch, yet I'm still bored. I have like, 5 games I could play, but I'm still bored. I would play guitar, but everyone's asleep and my arms hurt, and hey my friend is on, I shall go. But before I do that, I must say I heard the most heartless evil thing on Friday in school. We were discussing the cancer society benefit I raised money for, and here lemme loosely quote.
"What's this thing for, anyway?" said the guy
"Well, we're celebrating the fact that we may have saved lives by raising money to stop cancer."
"What for? They're just going to die anyway."
They're just going to die anyway.
Yeah, but it sure feels good to know that some little kid will make it past eleven because of me. This war-loving punk, I understand that everyone doesn't like him and that he isn't evil or anything...sure. Y'know, I know he's evil, but I don't call him that. Calling people names is evil too. However, he is sometimes cruel, and insensitive, which just isn't cool. He babbles on about war, and I pretty much ignore him, I don't care about his killing machines.
Then again, there's nothing I can do about these mega far-right beliefs. I can tell he has some thoughts that border Nazism. I pretty much hate the right side-- it only exists because of conforming. I'll bet that most people are only republicans because their parents are, and their thoughts were molded to be like that. Really, look at George Bush. Only when people are allowed to think free is when they develop left-side thoughts.
For example, in class the other day, I made a reference to George Bush's poor presidential administration, and quite a few people gave me the evil eye. They said "It's congress'/the house's fault too," to which I replied with "Not since they were taken by the Democrats." Boy did I get a reaction from that! They all claim "Republican all the way." Then, a friend of mine said that "Yeah, the democratic congress is better."
Let's freeze for a second: There were five people that I remember here. One of them was me, who is pretty peaceful and kind, as I've been told. I think I'm a great person, honestly. Then, there's this one guy: he does nothing but insult people and be a homophobe. Then there's another guy: I know little about him, but I'll bet he's a lot like the first one. One of the involved girlsis pretty cool, but she was another person who hates democrats, and I know she talks bad about me when I'm not around: it's obvious because of her disgust with fat people. Now with those three last people, it's obvious they got this from their parents: you have to be taught these sort of things. Now as for one person, she's great, and she's really smart and open minded. She stands up for her beliefs, as well as others, so incidentally, she turns out as a democrat. Then again, her mom is great, much like mine. So yeah, I think parents have a lot to do with this.
Love is also very confusing. I think I'm in love, but then again so did my friend, and he'sgoing through a lot of pain right now. It seems that love is a gift and a curse. Of course, when I get older and more mature, I'll take that risk. I know now that it's quite a great feeling, especially when you fall for a great person.

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